No clue.

I don’t know.

I really don’t.

fragments of thoughts, of words

entangle me, myself and I,

over what it is that I know not of.

What do you call this feeling

where it seems like butterflies

everywhere all over inside

Yet a certain warmth explodes

from my very chest.

I don’t know how I feel anymore

Is it better to be ignorant? to be oblivious?

to find oneself in the fast lane life brings forth,

to escape from dilemmas unresolved

Would you go through the pain to feel?

Would you run the extra mile to find out? 

knowing darn well you risk losing all that matters?

It was such a beautiful night

looking into your eyes

sitting across of me, glowing from within,

The you I fell for the very first time we met

Do you find me crazy?

to only come to realize now?

when it is all too late?

when we shall part for good.

I am but lost, sitting under the moonlit sky

where stars light up my world of black and blue

But then you came along

and filled it with colors vivid

with smiles that light my day,

and soothes my nights

I still have no clue

wtf am I blabbering over

I still am a fool

lost in the fast lane

not realizing what you mean to me

how much I care for you

I just only wish:

to become a better man;

one you could look up to, and find comfort

one you’d look in the eye and find wonders

one you find yourself tightly in arms caressing you

When time comes,

I’ll be there to catch when you fall

Meanwhile....

no clue, what to do.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011 at 12:31am