the killing of myself

whence time runs,
on a course ever more obscure,
and tenderness sings a mournful pun;
it is the blinding gentleness i felt pure,
killing me from within.

The generosity scattered across
stammers, hammers me to the ground
for where kindness of neighbors applause,
is sided with laughters, i felt crowned
appraising me to sit in.

And when moments unravel
these voices sing of bloodshed havocs
ruined and tortured rebels,
stabbing me in heartstock
incinerating me from within

O' be thy name's grace,
for your cleansings't
that i've found my place
in the the wonderful world appeasings't
Eye-openning like never before

I've awaken from a foolish walk
recovering from a world of lies
discovering that you're at stake
will, i not, repeat this take

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On these shattered glasses will i rise
Fill it up, with reds and clears
avenge o' reds come through
repressed of clears come to

Hit me! and i'll be free
Stab me! and i'll set spree
Arouse me! and i'll sit in
Oppose me! and I'll click a spin

with the eagle in my grasp,
Snap snap! and you're gone. :)




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and NO! for frends hu care.. i'm not depressed.. this is a random mood from some random youtube vid.. dat i got inspired


Monday, February 8, 2010 at 9:56am